"Who finds a faithful friend, finds a treasure" - Jewish saying
I think it's very hard to find friends who will actually be loyal to you, and respect you in the same way you respect them. Most friends that i've had, have stabbed me in the back and spoken about me saying things that really aren't true. I find it very hard to understand why they do this? What's wrong with people? How can they call you their friend yet they talk about you when you're not around. I've only had 3 main friends in my life which have always been around. I guess friendship is like wine, the older it gets the better it is. Those three friends have been Jasmine, Therese and Chloe. I've sort of fallen apart with Chloe so i guess i won't even add her to that. Therese and Jasmine have always been there. They're amazing girls. The asian in me. Lol.. I did have a very good friend, well a friend i thought was good. I guess people change when they're jealous. Sarah was a good friend of mine but she seemed to talk about me all the time. Especially when i started going out with Nick. Now i don't speak to anyone from that 'group'. Oh well, they're all as pathetic as eachother what can i do?. Everyone seems to follow eachother these days. And everyone seems to talk about everyone just to make others happy. To proove that they are 'cool'. I was over that stage a while ago. I don't call people my friends and then go ahead and speak about them. There's no point in it. My friends now are cool, lets just hope they don't do the same thing to me as others have done. I guess i trust the wrong people or perhaps too many people. My group now consists of Francisca, Cass, Jasmine, Condo, Anita, Catalina and Christina. We all get along well which is really good. I hope this friendship isn't fake. Maybe it's a girl thing? Maybe girls just feed their souls by talking about others. Maybe speaking about others help mend their own insecurities? I've never understood it but one thing i know is that i'm not going to befriend as many people. I'll become aquaintances with people but i don't think there's a need to become friends. It's wierd how things can change so quickly over night. One minute you can't live without the person, the next minute you can't be in the same room with the person. Very funny, i tell you! I guess you learn from the experiences you go through, you learn from everything you do which is a good thing in life. Each day is a different adventure and each day we endure something different. It's wierd how we can feel so many emotions with one single emotion. Life is a difficult mission, why are we on this earth? is there a reason for it?. Maybe one day we'll find out. One thing i know is never to let go of the friends you made when you were younger, they're the ones that will always stick around. I love you Jasmine and Tee. & Fran, Hope you'll be around for long.
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The girl on the left of the picture is Francisca also known as Kika, Kika and i just started hanging out with eachother, but i've realised that i've missed out on a lot! I should of became her friend earlier. We have so much in common and we both have the third eye lol which is quite a co-incidence. Our friendship started to blossom at the end of last term. It's also a bonus that we go to the same saturday school lol. We like to spend time with eachother because we laugh so much.. my daughter she's 11 she's working over there Lol haha personal joke between kika and I. I'm glad that we are friends i can trust her and hopefully she can trust me. she's a great person and i hope our friendship is ever lasting. Like the tarot reader said "even if you're on other sides of the world, you'll still speak to eachother" How sweet. I love you kika
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That on the left is my good friend Jasmine. I've been friends with jasmine for a good 12-13 years, She's seriously a great girl. I can trust jasmine with my life and i know she'll keep it safe. Jasmine is the type of girl you can say anything to and she'll give you the best advice and help on the situation and she'll also make you feel better. I love you jas. Jasmine, You're my best friend and you've always been there for me. We haven't always hung out together but we're always there for eachother. When we were younger Jasmine and I went to planet Hollywood with our mothers. We got lost in Big W before hand as we went in to listen to hansons latest song "mmbop". We then caught the train and we had a little joke called.. "You can look now" as we pulled a funny face. At the time it was SO funny... Jasmine is seriously the best girl and we have the best memories to match our friendship. Yesterday Jasmine and I went to campsie centre to eat Maccas, as usual. Lol, we had a very deep and meaningful conversation and we explored all aspects of our lives intelectually. Jasmine and I can hold a conversation for ever and we never run out of things to say. Jas i'll love you always, you're an angel and you deserve the best in life. I love you!
